Wednesday, May 14, 2014

I   was  so  Happy  Sunday my favorite horse  Mr .Viave  Won  and   yes he is named after Rick  Viave  the hockey  player he  is my favorite  three year old this year so far

The odd one out



I have always been the odd one out ever since Grade 4, because I had to get glasses and I was not like everyone else in my classes. It got really bad in Grade 5 , people started   calling me “ four eyes”  , just because I had  glasses not many people liked me  I only had  about 2 friends . Then   I  became  suicidal  towards  end of grade eight  I just felt  why  should I live  anymore.  I started  cutting myself  in  Grade 9 and my  mom seen my cuts and  she made me go see  a counselor , then  In Grade  10 , I  started  getting bullied for my cuts  on my arm   and my  glasses  I  felt  like why  are picking on me I  didn’t  do anything to   them   then  why are they picking  on me just because I have  glasses .  I told my mom what was happening since Grade 5 because she didn’t know I cut myself and how I have feeling she had made me  an appoint  with a counselor  outside of  school   and  she helped  me   get over  the bullying  for the next  two years  I have been  going to  the same  counselor  and   she had helped with not cutting  anymore  now I just  write what I  am  feeling in  a journal  and I haven’t  cut in  2 years this May 25th  :)  .